So how the hell is everyone?? I'm so damned far out of touch with everyone and everything...I'll never get caught up at this rate. :( Had a hell of a day yesterday...good day that is, spent it with, get this...an ex-b/f and his new gal (lol), his parents, my critter n his pal out at the State Park...or to hear us say it, "the crick" (we say crick for creek). :/ Anyhoo, had a great day of B-BQ'ing, listening to the water and feeding the Canadian geese and their babies....loved it. Very relaxing and much needed R&R. Twas funny though, everyone else was being bit repeatedly by the skeeters & other biters while I remained untouched! See...iChemo really does work, it'
s a GREAT bug repellent! lmfao!

Last night and today were not so jolly n fun. :( Had a fever that peaked at 103.1 which is not good when you have a newly inserted port undert the skin for the chemo and while you are getting treatments anyway...fevers mean something is very wrong. :( I got it down to 99.9 and it has to stay under 100.00 or it's back to Magee. :( I have to be there again for round 2 on the 7th anyway, so i don't want to be back any sooner. Pray for the best. :)

Sounds weird, but even though the ex-hubby and I have been apart since last July, I still miss him and need him in my life. He has chosen, well, his g/f made the call, that he will not have anything to do with me now. When he calls for our critter, he will call his cell phone. Period. When our critter calls him, he is to use his cell as to not upset Constance L. Slasor...Queen Crotch of my exes life. lol (Wnat her address too?!!!!) heehee (I call her 'Cuntswaylow'...quit fitting wouldn;t you say? Upset? Jealous? A tad bit hurt over the whole thing still? Yes, is it obvious? lol Yes, I am...and I am also 40 and it makes me feel teen-ish to feel, say and act that way at times...get over it. Anyhoo, my point a few paragraphs ago was this...my critter calls his dad and says mom is really sick, fevered and is working on trying to get it back to almost normal herself so she won't have to go to the hospital yet and really wants a watermelon...dad, will you please go get her one? Wow, his dad was at the car show waiting for the fireworks to start and told our son to have me take him down to his place that he has one he just bought there for me! :) I was shocked and in disbelief to say the least! Could this man that I spent over 25 years with still have a soft spot for the ol' ex? Can't imagine! Made me feel a whole lot better than what I was feeling earlier I'll tell ya that. :) I know there is no getting back or anything...not even sure if that would ever work now, but it still made me know (a little) that he isn't the complete bastard I thought he had become. I almost feel ashamed...but then again..no...I don't.

OK....that's about it for the updates. Nothing more to say other than my hair is sticking up on the left side from sweating the fever out and it is all hard from the hairspray on it. lol Sound attractive? Oooow...you know it! heehee

Oh yea, I started a MySpace.com page...so I can check up on my niece (12 who says she is 17!!!! WTF?!) and my nephew (16). I wanted to see what they were doing and yes, I caught her being all "older" and chatting up older guys on there. Her MOTHER said it "looked better" if she said she was older so that older men wouldn't try to prey on a 2 year old. uuumm....isn't that like giving her permission to fuck around? I'm so glad my critter is a boy. So, if ya want to check in with me there, I'm MissTracy2 there at MySpace.com. Look me up, leave a comment, enjoy the videos and music I have on there and all of the lil' graphics I am famous for. lol

Talk to ya all later. :)